The purpose of sensitive Ella was spiritual growth, self-knowledge, inner peace and finding one's own strength. The journey took her deep into the New Age and the world of spiritualism for fifteen years. Then something happened that changed everything. A true based, arresting story about mistaking darkness for light. When you find the truth, even if you thought you already found it. Ella's story gives food for thought to those who are considering embarking on a spiritual path, or interested in energy therapy, mysticism etc. But this story is especially to those who are already there. The story is also good for those who work in the service of the church.